A mistake right from the start, I should have known.

You leave me with nothing but regret and discomfort.

I don’t know what is triggering this feeling, maybe it’s always been in me. I’ve just only got the guts to admit it now.

This is good, this is all i wanted, i’ll be okay.

Here’s the monthly peak of what i go up to throughout the month. October has been going really well for me, i guess i’m saying this because i’ve been having an amazing time for the past two weeks. Bali was definitely the highlight for me this month! I’ve definitely fallen for that place, i’m already planning what to do the next time i get a chance to go back there 😛

It’s crazy how there’s now only two months left till 2013 is over. The thought of me taking my final exams next year is so intimidating, i seriously wonder how i’m gonna pull through.

Easier said than done

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened…or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”
— Tupac Shakur

#balilovin

Challenge week is officially over. I still can’t get over the fact of how depressing that is. Aside from that, i’m so thankful for all the new memories and experiences we made together during our trip in Bali.

I can say without a doubt that it has given me some of the greatest memories and i will and could never forget this trip. It’s unbelievable how time passes so fast when you’re having fun, challenge week you will be missed dearly.

Lynette, Vicky, Brandon, JJ and Lavan, thank you for experiencing Bali with me in ways i will probably never have if not for this trip. I love you guys, thank you for being my home away from home for the past week x

 

Months have gone by, but I still stay up late at night wondering how it all fell apart.

Status: Reading whilst drinking tea and munching on cookies.

I’ve been having a lot of time to myself lately, which i find quite intriguing because at times i feel like i’m trying to so hard to fit everything into 24 hours but there’s always some part of the day, be it a minute, an hour or a couple more, where i’ve found myself (over) thinking. I really should take my friend’s advice and “stop thinking” or just take my own and “take it day by day” but everything   seems to have a lining of heartache. Which is so stupid because i’m seventeen and i really should be out doing shit instead of wasting time drowning in self pity. Billion and one things going through my mind with the similar theme of: you.

ZzzZZzz

“Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.”

My Grade 11 exams are finally over! ! ! ! !

I kinda treated them as if they ended last week so.. not much of a difference. Except, i do get my freedom back! Which also means i am going to live in poverty for the next 10 years or so. I’m gonna go celebrate the end of exams with yummy food and well more good food. I also finally get to see everyone altogether tonight!

So excited for the following days! ++ Bali this weekend *insert crazy smiley here*

Side note: The next exams i take will be my IB mocks (I think too far ahead).

It’s October and i’ve spent 8 months trying to piece everything together.

And so it goes

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Some of the things i got up to last month aka September. Its crazy to even say that September was “last month”. Where did all the time go? Before i know it, my exams are going to be over (can … Continue reading →